zu.gki. lowki was thinking of doing shrooms with girl friend in the spring after university finishes
.u spirit guides suggest to at least wait till spring
.i images of spring warmth life and prosperity .u a new begining .gki. dai ki xu .q- kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

zu.gki. had a dream
.i was at a woodland party
.u in a cottage
.i got really drunk
.i went on a bus
.i forgot most of my stuff
.i then some of us went on a multi person bike
.i and biked back to our cottage
.i along the way we kinda got confused
.i and kept riding back and forth near the entrance
.i then I woke up .gki. dai ki xu .q- kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

zu.gki. had a dream
.i was using stumble upon software
.i but it was generating huge monuments of the web pages
.i things that could be climbed and explored
.i my lil bro was rock climbing without a harness but i stumbled away from that since I told him it was dagerous
.i there was a university building setting
.i clare and mike were on various roofs and stairs
.i parties were happening all around campus
.i I joined some parties
.i but then I joined mike and clare who were with a bunch of fems
.i i hit on some of the fems
.i but then I stuck around with clare
.i mike disappeared somewhere
.i and clare and I had some nice conversations
.i we went adventuring
.i were swiming and looking for underwater tunnels
.i we had some kind of blanket with us
.i then we were walking on water to fold up the blanket
.i in the process I woke up .gki. dai ki xu .q- kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

zu.gki. I feel more like a normal person now than I ever have in my life.

I feel like a completely sane clear minded rational person.

I think it might be my diet has gotten much more healthy along with my understanding of spirituality.

I feel integrated. like a wild horse that's been broken in. a cell thats a part of a multicellular organism. .gki. dai ki xu .q- kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.