Monday, November 10, 2008

zu.gki. I have come to the conclusion that violence is not the solution and that violence is a last resort
.i indeed all other measures must be attempted before action
.i peaceful co-existance is the solution
.i that is how all in the universe lives
.i in peaceful harmony balance and symmetry
.i I always considered myself a voice of immortality
.i sending a message that we should accept death in all its putrid forms
.i have it on the forefront of our minds
.i that we have already practiced such unsanitary practices
.i and it is a time for cleanliness and sterility .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. yes l!-wgi preach oneness and unity of self .u maybe i'll even be your girl friend then *giggles* .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. ka.D2-bk!. winged .gki.
zu.gki. yea I think he'll stabilize eventually .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. medical nurse .gki.

zu.gki. become a preacher of love health wealth and happiness .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. doctor .gki.

zu.gki. yes that is how we will know that he fits the model .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. medical nurse .gki.

zu.gki. well don't we need to protect ourselves? .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

zu.gki. no .i we don't .i be quiet .u you're just paranoid .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. nurse .gki.
zu.gki. a great dark lord can be
.i one that raises populations in hives
.i creates seeds and sends them across the universe
.i how are we to propagate unless we have the will to invade?
.i hungry for blood I go to the ends of the universe to find sanction .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.dq-zdq.

zu.gki. why hungry for blood? why not live in peace an equilibrium? .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. geniuniely curious p45 grays .gki.

zu.gki. I'm not sure it's .u mainly it's what humanity requested of me .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

zu.gki. why hunger for blood?
.i well souls are good to eat
.u can't get to them without some killing
.i i'm living with technology far below my means of management
.i some of the basic weapons I am used to wielding are simply not here .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.dq-zdq.


zu.gki. the universe finds you to be an anomaly, rather than the rule .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. gray bearded man .gki.

zu.gki. may I be the sacrifice of all that was not meant to be .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.dq-zdq.

zu.gki. your soul yearns for densely populated inter galactic intelligence
.u what are you doing in such a sparsely populated system? .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. gray bearded man .gki.

zu.gki. father, doesn't he seem to be like the clearing crew? .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. younger man mid thirties asking gray bearded man .gki.

zu.gki. you mean the executioner squad?
.i it seems overkill for this coming holocaust
.i how many trials and tribulations could these people have possibly had sent to face .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. gray bearded man .gki.
zu.gki. follow your dream .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. some say .gki.

zu.gki. make it everyone else's nightmare .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.dq-zdq.

zu.gki. why? .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. common person .gki.

zu.gki. we are doing everyone a favor by adding more living entertainment to the world .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.dq-zdq.
zu.gki.
i am pretty peaceful.

the violence is kind of just aggression that over flower from my past lives.

actually to be honest I was hoping that I could be a world leader, and since that was supposedly satan or whatever since the freemasons are luciferian, I was acting the part.


*shrugs* really it was more a journey of self discovery after all

i removed my thought blogs since they really were rancid with inappropriate subject matter, so hopefully i'll be able to stay cleaner this time around.

Canada has taught me that peace and negotiations is the way to go.

I heard that the word is more powerful than the gun. so I was capitalizing on using language as a weapon.

in truth I have many rationalizations for why I did it, including chronic pain, perhaps in part it had to do with paranoid schizophrenia, though at no point was a feeling anything remotely like fear, more so pain and reaction to pain.

I heard knowledge was power and attained lots of knowledge, though I can hardly say it has given me any power -- other than the power to convince a psychiatrist that i'm a schizophrenic.

oh well programming is my calling,
but if a calamity occurs in 2012 and I don't survive,
well we'll see what happens. .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. you know l!-wgi
.u I live in non disaster driven timelines as well
.i we could live from a world of prosperity in your life
.i in truth i've seen blue skies before .u it does happen .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.[#-r9q.

zu.gki. but such extreme climate change with cloud cover could explain the unusually large eyes the earthlings from the future have .u better known as grays .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. informed mid 30's male observer .gki.

zu.gki. well us nordics have large eyes .u but they are for space worthiness .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.[#-r9q.

zu.gki. every now and again someone drops a hydrogen bomb in an ancestral city .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.dq-zdq.

zu.gki. that's just the sound of the thunderclap before the earthquake .u the crust is still settling .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.[#-r9q.

zu.gki. after the pole shift .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.dq-zdq.
zu.gki. one day we with you may return as androids to tell a race of the troubles that lay ahead .gki. dai ki .au xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. well in Tsurka's timeline there is a major world collapse of some kind
.i I mean the weather is completely different, the cloud cover is phenomenal
.i everything is so barren .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. passive centurion observer .gki.

zu.gki. yes we needed to get rid of the non-believers .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.dq-zdq.

zu.gki. yes it's true
.u there is lots of cloud cover and fog all over earth
.i it's because the earth heated up vaporizing the oceans
.u there are still oceans
.u but much of the water is now in the atmosphere
.u we've become a little bit more like Venus .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.[#-r9q.

zu.gki. many children don't believe in the stars .u because they've never seen them before .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.[#-r9q.

zu.gki. many of my android relatives don't believe in telepathy with biological entities .gki. dai k i bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. Remyu of Orcus .gki.
zu.gki. Tsurka is a nordic android earth dweller ? .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi zu.gki. questioning grace .gki.

zu.gki. yes .i lovely isn't it ? .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

zu.gki. well I'm actually heavily invested into the extra terrestrial space program .gki. dai ki bq xu kq bqi ka.[#-r9q.
zu.gki. look at the bright side lowki
.u you might not die in the coming calamity
.i indeed a calamity might not arise
.i then you'll be left with Rpoku
.i you might actually survive the holocaust
.u if you think fast and die hard
.i you might actually get through it alive
.i we didn't survive in your timeline
.u but that's a different story .gki. dai ki bx xu kq bqi zu.gki. some fellas in a motor gang .gki.
zu.gki. better than expected or not
.i I feel like a ghost walking over a barren landscape in 2013 .gki. dai ki .au xu kq bqi ka.kq-kgq.

zu.gki. oh well .i it's okay .u death was never a problem for you .gki. dai ki .au xu kq bqi ka.v2-m7o.

zu.gki. I would only mourn for Rpoku .gki. dai ki .au xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. had some dreams
.i related to project looking glass leaving various timeline messages
.i kler and lezli showed up in my dream at some point to review what might happen in the future .gki. dai ki .au xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. well if my soul is from the future, then I must have come here from the orion nordic timeline
.i though I'm hoping to go to an alternate future more focused on androids and machine host bodies
.i yes I understand that biological organisms are very fast paced microscopic conglomerates of cellular machines .gki. dai ki .au xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. some cybernetic organisms with attached flesh much like Tsurka's were experienced by Dan Burisch as described in :

.i this p42 (42,000 years in the future) came back in time to seed the technology .gki. dai ki .au xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.
zu.gki. okay well as l!-wgi has mentioned before
.i the android becoming the predominant intelligent life form over the earth is not projected until about p90,000
.i until such a time androids will be a fringe movement, as the mammals were along with the dinosaurs .u I even farted confirmation
.i well depends perhaps my timeline includes more halaucaust than that?
.i yea it's hard to tell with the mattress strewn over the floor under that gray gray sky
.i definitely a lot of people are missing in the future
.i that projects a significant wipeout
.i hmm, yes those blanks in my memory of the future are certainly frustrating .gki. dai ki .au xu kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.