zu.gki. when Samantha was hypnotizing me today
.i at first we found what touch sensation I enjoyed the most
.u it was the feel of a females skin
.i next we went through some exercises to increase interaction and clarity of communication between myself and spirit guides
.i I regressed back to the spirit world
.i in there I found the meaning in my life
.i I was being guided by a dark blue spirit who used to be a the captain of a large militaristic space fleet named
.u he was of the blue skinned gray hominid persuasion
.u his name was of medium long length starting with an N Numaranta or Novamente Nigalas'ha
.i In general to my understanding my purpose is to develop my independence and sense of self
.u as being a better leader of many especially of the spiritual affiliation
.i in short my purpose is to be a spiritual leader at least in this life time
.i I then went to a room of time parallax or life selection
.i where I saw my future in it's various possible forms
.i I chose the homo sapien life on earth as this is a great time for earth homosapiens with a large population and great social change and lifting on consciousness giving plentiful opportunities for mass leadership
.i a school specializing in psychic and personal soul development my mission for my early years culminating at 35
.i then a switch to a multinational global empire of a corporative fantasy of hope and missionary self worth of many extensions
.i I retire at 70 and spend my days in a relatively remote area with a beautiful view of grass and flowers with the forest not far off
.i a flying space worthy ship available should I need to go into town for supplies
u though generally they seem to be delivered
.i I still hold seminars even do a few speaking tours to help bring more to light
.i even at the age of 93 I hold seminars in my lodge by those worthy of acceptance into my humble abode
.i at mid 94 years of body I pass away whilst meditating in a group
.u my breathing and heart slows down till it stop and from transcential bliss I float out of my body into the revered world of spirit .gki. dai ki .au .au .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.