zu.gki. in the 1200's I was a fem in a harem
.i I only had sex maybe 5 or 6 times in that life time
.u though it might have been more it certainly didn't seem that often
.i mainly spending time in the courtyard surrounded by plants eunuchs and other harem member females
.i I did however do a lot of dancing to entertain guests and such
.i I was usually in a group doing dancing though sometimes performed on my own
.u and had lots of fun grooving to the music
.i I especially liked the exclamations of pleasure from the aroused men as they would on occasion encourage my dancing
.i there were perhaps one or two hundred other women in the harem with me
.i we were the harem of a man that was quite close to king perhaps twice or thrice removed
.i I'm not sure how I died, but it was in my early or late forties, and I passed away rather peacefully, surrounded by the light music and palm fanning of the harem
.i my parents had sold me off to a wealthy merchant who then sold me to my husband
.i at some point when i was 28 or 23 I left the harem but was shocked by the disarray of life outside and came back 2 or 3 months later .gki. dai ki xu .i .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

zu.gki. femto or Isabella my spirit guide says I should email the freemasons on January 17th for a positive affirmative response
.i perhaps i shall be allowed to once again become a patron of the freemasons
.i unconditionally do i love the long lived fraternity of the ever respectable freemasons
.i may the exaltation of freemasonry's virtues bring us closer to membership
.i so that we may learn from each other
.i I a student of the great establishment of the well esteemed freemasons
.i to study their success is to build my own
.i to experience their strength of love charity and community
.i for when we unite the free masons shall be greater
.i may the virtues of the masons be exalted
.i for they are true
.i may every G compass and square be known for what it is
.i as symbols ride the waves and ever more meaning is assigned
.i so the web of knowledge grows more interweaved with kindness .gki. dai ki xu .i .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi. Nu zu.gki. Andrii Zvorygin .gki.

zu.gki. ever since i was little i've liked to save the best for last
.i my first recolloection of saving the best for last was at meal time in ukraine
.i i had some food on my plate and i had sunny side up eggs
.i i talked to my food and explained to the egg yolk that because i liked it the most i would eat it last so the flavour would last longer in my mouth .gki. dai ki xu .i .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.

zu.gki. the last time i commited suicide i was a woman circa 800A.D.
shortly after the death of my whole family by raiders,
which I managed to circumvent by having gone to the woods to pick berries and mushrooms
.u i could have been in my late 20's or 30's
.i at the time I couldn't bare the guilt of being a lone survivor
.i but I was told that I was supposed to live on and start a new family by my guide later
.i the whole tract of my life was laid out for me after that event
.i so it could have been a possibility
.i really nowadays i understand that it's really about living on
.i the only excuse for dieing is if the universe makes those set of circumstances come about
.i some guides would like to mention that purposefully putting oneself in the line of danger is a form of suicide
.u though it is redeemable if it is done with the intent of serving a higher purpose
.i such as saving other lives
.a or having new soul experiences of aid to personal growth .gki. dai ki xu .i .ia kq bqi ka.kq-kgq.

zu.gki. had a short dream precursor to new years party
.i samantha was there and a hispanic boy and we were in the sauna
.i the hispanic boy requested some alcohol and i mentioned that it was possible to get some at a store
.i had a dream about some battle going on .u but i didn't witness any fighting it was just a mood
.u securing cities
.i on our side was an american and englishman but we were fighting against the generic americans and englanders
.i then it was over and we went to subway sandwich store to get some food
.i I'm not sure if initially I had a veggie sub but eventually i got a whole wheat pita I shared with some people including the store clerk
.i then I noticed a fem seeming like lesley
.i i flew over to her
.i and she started confronting me about olga being related to some aliens
.i i explained she was involved with pleidians
.i we were floating around the store and she was sitting on my legs
.i and then I woke up .gki. dai ki xu .i .ia kq bqi ka.l!-wgi.