zu.gki. the last time i commited suicide i was a woman circa 800A.D.
shortly after the death of my whole family by raiders,
which I managed to circumvent by having gone to the woods to pick berries and mushrooms
.u i could have been in my late 20's or 30's
.i at the time I couldn't bare the guilt of being a lone survivor
.i but I was told that I was supposed to live on and start a new family by my guide later
.i the whole tract of my life was laid out for me after that event
.i so it could have been a possibility
.i really nowadays i understand that it's really about living on
.i the only excuse for dieing is if the universe makes those set of circumstances come about
.i some guides would like to mention that purposefully putting oneself in the line of danger is a form of suicide
.u though it is redeemable if it is done with the intent of serving a higher purpose
.i such as saving other lives
.a or having new soul experiences of aid to personal growth .gki. dai ki xu .i .ia kq bqi ka.kq-kgq.